Friday, May 9, 2014

The Night Gwen Stacy Got Fridged

This was originally was going to be a post on the issues I had with The Amazing Spiderman 2, but while trying  to collect my thoughts on the entire movie, I realized my mind kept coming back to one thing.  I'll stop now to point out that this post is going to be full of spoilers. So turn back if you want to experience the train wreck for yourself ;)

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So, we're going to talk about the That Scene.  You know the one. The one most of us predicted over a year ago when we saw Emma Stone wearing a green coat.  Even though I knew it was going to happen, I hoped that the movie would veer away from the comic, and Peter would save Gwen.

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I wanted the movie to keep Gwen alive so much.  I love Emma's portrayal of Gwen, and the real life relationship between her and Andrew shines through the movie.  Their relationship has its highs and its lows, and the chemistry created by Andrew and Emma helps me to relate to them.  Gwen and Peter's relationship was my favourite part of AS2.  They fight, they break-up.  The awkwardness between the two is palpable when Gwen extends the olive branch when she wants her friend back.  When she asks Peter if he's been following her, he hides himself behind a small tree.  They feel like a real couple.

Let me just swoon over these cuties~
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However, Gwen has a life outside her relationship with Peter.  She wants to further her education, even if it takes her across the ocean.  She even initially handles the change the way I imagine an 18 year old to handle it: by being all for it, even if it means leaving her boyfriend behind.  I think that is a wonderful message for girls coming out of high school.  They need to put themselves first, and if college is what they want, nothing should hold them back from achieving that dream.  Sure, after talking with Peter, they decide to make the move together, the decision is still about Gwen, and furthering her desires and not Peter's desires.

So we'll fast forward several minutes later in the movie.  Green Goblin has shown up. And appearance in the movie felt like he was only included to kill Gwen. Because that's all he does.   I have plenty of issues with that, but this post isn't about a poorly written Green Goblin.

Even though I knew what was going to happen, the moment Green Goblin took Gwen, my chest tightened.  Her death could happen at any moment.  When he dropped her above the clock tower, I turned to my boyfriend, muttering about how stressful this was getting.

This is what movie stress looks like...
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Peter did catch her, and they crashed through the tower. My hope began to restore at this point.  She wasn't going to die. Then she slipped off a gear. But Peter was able to catch her again, but only by his web.  Green Goblin began to attack Peter, with Gwen suspended off a gear.
Hang in there Gwen.
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 And as the clock turned, the gear with the webbing began to circle to the next gear.  If the gears meet, the webbing would snap, sending her plummeting down the clock tower.  Peter realizes this, and tries to stop the gears during the struggle.  It doesn't work, and the web snaps.

I just can't with this movie anymore...
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He tires his damnedest to reach her.  My favourite moment during this sequence is when he shoots his web, and we follow it down to Gwen.  When it nearly catches her, the end of the strands reach for her in the shape of a hand.  It was really beautiful. And then the movie turned ugly.

Right as the web catches her, she snaps back, smashing her head against the ground.  And it was shown to us. In slow motion.  I'm fairly desensitized to violence and death in media, but I felt that they way the audience was shown her dying was gratuitous. I also feel that by having her head hit the concrete, took away some of Peter's responsibility for her death.  He didn't actually kill her, her hitting the ground did.  Even if he didn't reach her, she would have died at that moment.  There is nothing  that Peter could have done at that point to save her, so we can't entirely blame him for her death.

This is one of those moments where I feel like the approach from the comic would have worked best.  It would also punch the audience harder in the feels. Peter could have caught her midair, yards above the ground. The whiplash would have snapped her neck. The shots could then be filmed from Peter's perspective (not first person).  We could see him pulling her up, so excited that he saved her.  The audience would be relived that Peter succeeded. Then we would slowly digest that Gwen's head was lolling at an odd angle, and that she wasn't moving at the same time Peter began to realize it. We, as an audience, would also realize that Peter killed her, albeit by accident, but he still killed her.



 Her death happened so late in the movie that Peter wasn't given an appropriate time to grieve, and we the audience could not connect with him during this emotional time.  The movie gave him the Twilight approach. We just see him at Gwen's grave over the course of several seasons.  That's what we saw Bella do in New Moon after Edward left her. Instead of actually allowing us to connect with the character, we just are forced to see her sitting in front of a window for for months.

If the point of Gwen's death is to give Peter the sad, then she should have died at the end of the first act. That way, the second act could be about Peter grieving and giving up Spiderman. The Third act would be him realizing that he's needed and he has to grow and learn from the accident. While I don't agree with fridging women for the sake of male growth, I would prefer if they take that approach, they handle the male's emotional journey appropriately and realistically, and not just shove it for the last five minutes of the movie.

Preferably, I would have liked Gwen to stay alive.  But they wrote her like she had a death wish.  She could have told Peter how to reset the power grid.  She could have kept herself safe, but they had her tag along.  It felt like the entire movie was made for the sole purpose of bringing the iconic Spiderman story line to the big screen.  And that's not fair to Gwen's character.  The first movie, and the first half of AS2, spent the entire time turning her into a wonderful, relatable character, who had dreams and ambitions outside of her relationship. Instead she was killed to give Peter the sad.

Gwen Stacy, you deserve so much better then to be used as a tool to enhance a man's story.

Friday, November 8, 2013

Sylveon, Umbreon, and the Dichotomy of Dark and Girly

I've been rather happy with the surge of creativity I've gotten in terms of amigurumi these past couple of weeks.  The new Eeveelution, Sylveon,  inspired me greatly: it's feminine and complex with wonderful, pastel colours.  I knew when I got one in the game that I would need to crochet one up.

While tedious because of all of the different parts, I really enjoyed working on her.  She is supposed to have another set of long ribbons from the bow at her neck, but they were too much on such a chubby and small amigurumi.  She also didn't need anymore weight on her front, she already had issues standing on her feet. I remedied that by  squashing her feet out from under her.

The next night, I worked on Umbreon, my second favourite Eeveelution. Its a weird dichotomy, but the two Eeveelutions are a very simplistic version of me.  Dark and 'goth' and this love for all things 'girly.'  I've been like this for as long as I can remember, and had a habit of confusing classmates who prescribed to the idea that everyone fit into neat little labels.  I never did.  In my first year at my art college, I went to a school function in a black corset top, long black skirt (with a slit), black lace up boots, and rainbow tights. My roommate commended me for my outfit, until she saw the tights.  I simply told her that's how I was.  I love black and colours, and I love putting them together even more. But, back to crochet...

Umbreon became my go to Pokemon in generation 4, when I caught a female Eevee.  My aspirations for her were to become an Espeon, but my brother game me one sometime during that time, and I realized Espeon wasn't that great (there were much better psychic pokemon), so I went for Umbreon since I hadn't used one yet.  I feel in love with her instantly, and kept her through multiple games.  Pomegranate is still on my Soul Silver game~

She whipped up rather quickly; the design is much more simplistic then Sylveon. The only thing that I would change about her is crocheting up the body with a smaller hook.  I thought about it, and forgot to do so. 


Both are available in the shop! You'll also see spoilers to my next blog post if you only follow here :3

Mandarin~ <3

Friday, September 13, 2013

Scuba Girl Pattern for Sale!


I got a request to write up a pattern for this gal earlier in the week. I hadn't thought about selling my patterns before, and decided to give it a try. Check it out!

https://www.etsy.com/listing/162623943/scuba-girl-amigurumi-pdf-pattern?ref=shop_home_active

Mandarin <3

Sunday, August 4, 2013

Cupcakes and Scuba Gear

Since the semester is winding down, I found myself with more free time then usual. So I decided to fill it with crafting~ I've worked on a couple of dresses, but in one case, the silhouette did not look good on my, and the fabric on the other was unpleasant to work with. Luckily, the fabric on both was from the bargain section at JoAnns, so it really wasn't a loss, just a learning experience~ 

Since those didn't pan out, and we've been watching lots of movies and shows lately, I had time to crochet. I've been wanting a cozy for my smart phone for sometime now because I don't want the screen to get scratched while its in my purse. I also wanted something cute and girly, so I decided it needed to be a cupcake and it needed to be pink and mint, my second favourite colour combination besides black and...well black. Originally, I used this fluffy pink yarn for the frosting, but when I had to scallop the edges, it got too bulky and I hated how it looked. [I loved that yarn too...]  Oh well, I love the finished product and its now available in my shop :3
Next thing I worked on was an Elizabeth from Bioshock Infinite amigurmiri.  She's been a challenge for because I tried at the beginning of summer too. This latest attempted was okay, and I learned a lot about needle felting wool to the doll heads for hair, which was one of my goals going into the project. I hope to have a version of her out soon. 

Since Elizabeth didn't work out, I set my sights on another Bioshock character. This time I chose my lovely daughter Eleanor.  I have a special fondness for Eleanor. Because of certain actions you the player make in the game Bioshock 2, Eleanor learns from you. Unlike other games where the AI is programmed from the get go to behave a certain way, the decisions made lead Eleanor to take a variety of paths.  In my case, I taught her how to kill, and it crushed me. Next time I play, I'm making sure that she doesn't learn that lesson... 

So I love Eleanor as my fictional daughter and I wanted to create another Bioshock ami, so I whipped out my own Eleanor today. 

I'm so happy with how she turned out. I love her chubby little body and her big head. She's my baby~

Until next time!
 Mandarin~ <3


Friday, July 12, 2013

Chubby Cheeks and Butts

So, even though I've been away from my blog for over six months, I have actually been productive. Not only with my school, but also with my crochet. Seriously, it was a crazy semester in terms of crocheting, writing, animating and drawing. 



Why was I so busy crocheting? Because I decided to have a table during a Con my college hosted called CogsCog. That photo above was all the items I made. I've never attended an event like this or sold my crochet pieces in public. It was an experience. 


I actually decided to have a table around the time of my last "real" post back in January.  Though I knew the event would be intimate, I still needed a stockpile of cuties to sell. So I started crocheting my little heart out between writing a 20 page research paper, several animation projects and plenty of drawing exercises. I whipped up several Takochus and Jellyfish, Slender-chans and Pikachus. After a Christmas rush last year where I had to crochet twenty Slendermen and Slender-chans for my etsy store in one week, finals week at that, I knew this would be easy-peasy. I plan to do it again next year, and my brother says I should do Fanime too. Now that would be daunting.




               My humble little table later in the day at CogsCon~





I also felt that I needed to come up with something different for the Con, so I made a Chubby Pikachu. I'm really into  chubby things right now because they are extra cute to me. I just want to cuddle chubby things. So I made this Pikachu. The picture does not do his chubby butt justice. 


So, I like that body type, but after the Con, I wanted to try something different then my usual body types and structures. I wanted something more complicated, so I made a Pikachu with little arms and legs. I also decided to change the heads as well and gave my Pikachu the cutest chubby cheeks. 



 I love this body type so much. It's so versatile and adorable. It appeals to me with the big head, small body and oversized ears and tail. I went on to make a tailless Squirtle and a Gothita.




 I sent the Squirtle to my little sister since she has a new-found love for my favourite starter. 

Also during all of this, Bioshock Infinite came out, and I became sucked into the Bioshock franchise. I like it as much as I like Pokemon, and Pokemon is in my top 3 games. I played through 1 and fell in love with 2. So many feels :0 I couldn't contain myself and had to create a Big Sister, since I've seen a few Big Daddies and Little Sisters crochets around. 



 I made her before the body change, so I want to remake her (or just her body) with the new body. I think she'd be much cuter~

There was a Snorlax, and you can see him in the first picture. I made him with the chubby butt and I only made one. He was for the Cogscon raffle. 

What am I working on know? This awesome Icee drawstring bag created by Twinkie Chan. I'll update you all when I finish that baby~

Kiss kiss~







Oh, hey! I have a Blog!

Yeah, it's been a long while since I've posted. I decided I needed to refocus the blog, so I have updated the name and URL...again. I want this blog to have a primary focus on my crochet, so I wanted to rebrand it back to me since the last title was too much like a crochet book I own. So I'm back and ready to update~

Kiss kiss~

Sunday, January 20, 2013

Dratini Amigurumi


So I crocheted this cutie up over the last couple of weeks. It didn't take very long [I had not touched it in about a week], and it used one ball of Red Heart With Love in  bluebell and a partial ball in eggshell.

I used this pattern: http://arsfibra.tumblr.com/post/28235732035/dratini-pokedoll-knit-pattern-by-ars-fibra
Originally, I  did try to knit it, but it wasn't working out for me. That's why Dratini ended up crocheted.

I love it~

Thursday, January 3, 2013

Frillish Amigurumi Pattern

    Oh my, it's been such a long time since I've really updated this blog... I really haven't crocheted many new things, but my etsy shop was consistently bringing in sales, so I had that. The shop exploded in December for Christmas orders, so that kept me busy along with my finals. Now that I'm on the last week of vacation, I finally got around to creating something new...Go figure. 

    Frillish is a 5th gen Pokemon, and I fell in love with her when I saw one. They are too cute. I also have a weakness for Jellyfish just like I do with octopuses. I knew I had to create an amigurumi of one.

    This was a lot of fun to create, and I decided to share the pattern with everyone :3 If you make one, be sure to share it with me!




Now for the pattern!



Frillish Amigurumi

Supplies:

*Pink and White yarn [Whatever brand you choose! I don’t know what brand I used for this piece. All I know is that it is thin baby yarn]
*Crochet hook [I used my F hook]
*PolyFil
*An embroidery needle
*Safey eyes [or buttons]
*Small amount of black floss or thin yarn

Head:

SC 6 in magic circle, SS to join circle

Row 1: IN in each SC [12 SC] SS to join circle

Row 2: SC in first SC, IN in second SC, repeat 5 more times [18 SC] SS to join circle

Row 3: SC in first SC, SC in second SC, IN in third SC, repeat 5 more times [24 SC] SS to join circle

Rows 4 – 7: SC around circle, [24 SC] SS to join circle [At this point, I suggest adding the eyes, especially if you are using safety eyes! They do not need to be on the 7th row, just where ever you feel like it :3]

Row 8: SC in first SC, SC in second SC, Decrease, repeat 5 times [18 SC] SS to join circle

Row 9: SC in first SC, Decrease, repeat 5 times [12 SC] SS to join circle

Row 10: Decrease 6 times [6 SC] fasten off, leaving a tail to sew head to body

Crown:

With White yarn, SC 10 into magic circle, SS to join circle

Row 1: SC, DC, SC in first SC, SS in to second SC and repeat 4 times, SS to join circle and break off

Join white yarn in to one of the SC of the magic circle, chain 4, SS 3 and SS into next SC, and repeat 4 more times, SS to join circle and fasten off, leaving a tail to sew the crown to the head

Body:

SC 5 into magic circle, SS to join

Row 1: SC in each chain (5 SC) SS to join circle

Row 2: Repeat row 1

Row 3: SC 2, Chain 9, SS 8 in chain, SC 3 in body, chain 9, SS 8 in chain, then SS to join the circle

Row 4: SC 5, SS to join circle

Row 5: IN in each SC for 10 SC, SS to join circle

Row 6: SC 3, Chain 6, SC 5 in Chain, SC 3 in body, chain 6, SC 5 in chain, SC 4 in body, Chain 6, SC 5 in chain, SS to join circle. Fasten off

Arm Details:

First Arm: Join pink yarn on 5th chain on arm with a slip stitch. SC 3 times in 6th chain, SS in 7th chain. SC, DC, SC in tip of arm, SS in 7th SS on other side of arm, 3 SC in sixth SS, SS in 5th, fasten off.

Take White yarn and SS in 4th chain on arm with a SS. SC in SS, SC in the 3 SC, SS in SS, SC DC SC in the SC DC SC, SS, SC in the 3 SC, SC in SS, SS in 4th SS, fasten off

Second Arm: Repeat! :3

Leg Details:

Join white yarn on body on stitch after you bound off the pink. SS in each stitch until you reach the first leg. SS until you the tip of the leg and 3 DC in the tip. Continue to Ss in each stitch until the next tip and DC in the tip of the leg. SS in each stitch until the tip of the last leg, 3 DC, SS until you reach where you joined, fasten off.

Join White yarn on second SS up the leg. SC up until the first DC. DC, DC twice in second DC, DC and SC in third DC, SC twice, SS, fasten off Repeat with other two legs

Neck Ruffle:

Chain 12

SS in 11th Chain, SC, DC x2 SC in next chain, repeat 4 more times. Do not join.

Finishing it up:

Sew the head and the body together

Sew the neck ruffle on to the neck, then sew the ends of the ruffle together to avoid a gap. When I sewed the ruffle on, I used the back side since it ruffling of the stitches created a bubble effect.

If you would like to add a smiling face, do so with the embroidery needle and floss.

Make sure all of your ends are secured and woven in!

    

   Please let me know if there are any issues with the pattern or if you have any questions!

   Please do not reproduce or claim this pattern as your own. You can share if you link back to this blog. This pattern is for personal use, so please do not sell products using this pattern. I put a lot of time into making it; it's only fair if you choose to sell frillish, you create your own pattern~





Pattern Sneaky Peaky: Frillish


Sneak peak for a free Frillish pattern. Isn't she cute? She's a pokemon in the 5th Gen. She's cute and creepy. A jellyfish ghost type.

Mandarin <3

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

A Wild Pikachu has Appeared!




I crocheted up a Pikachu. Isn't he cute? I'll add him to the shop in a little bit~ :3







Sunday, August 26, 2012

In the Name of the Moon~~~


I've been wanting to make my own Sailor Moon for sometime now. Who wouldn't want this Pretty Soldier to protect them from the many monsters that constantly try to take over the world?


  My biggest issue was trying to figure out which Sailor Moon to make. Original, Super, Eternal, Princess...? I settled on Super because her colouring was different enough from the original fuku, but retained the same feel. Eternal would have involved wings. And Princess involves lots of lace and embroidery. Not right now. 

I'm happy with how she turned out. I do think her eyes need to be lowered by one row, but that's alright :) 




Do you want to adopt the moon princess? You can at my shop: https://www.etsy.com/listing/107853274/super-sailor-moon-amigurumi-made-to

Toodles~

Mandarin <3


Sunday, August 19, 2012

Slender Man and His Beanie~

I got a request from a friend to make a Slender Man with a beanie. He was a lot of fun to make and I learned how to make pom poms. 

I think the beanie fits him.

Other then that, I sold another one. That's three this week. I'm really happy that my etsy shop is finally getting hits and sales. I was getting worried there for a bit because nothing was happening with it. It's working out now :3

Toodles,
Mandarin <3 

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Catwoman




I recently watched Dark Knight Rises. I loved it. It wrapped up the series nicely and also stood alone. It's rare these days to find a trilogy that remains consistent and well made from beginning to end. Marvel certainly can't do it. 

I especially liked Anne Hathaway's Catwoman. In fact, she's one of my top heroines. Nolan didn't give her a dark and tragic background. She just wants to disappear. She flirts with being a villain and a heroine just as she does with Bruce. 

I think what sold me on her awesomeness was just how well she portrayed Catwoman. Anne doesn't rely on huge facial reactions, unless she, as Selina Kyle (Catwoman) is acting. Her facial cues are small, but dynamic. She's realistic and understands how people actually communicate. She keeps herself calm and cool, but the stress lies below, and I could see it in her. 

Not to mention, her cat suit. I love how her and Nolan came up with the idea to not have cat ears and instead represent them with her safe-cracking goggles when they are being used. She is, after all, never called Catwoman in the movie. They just refer to her as a cat burglar. Long gone are the impressive set of claws, but in their place are a dangerous pair of stiletto boots.  So, naturally, I had to draw her. She's a wealth of inspiration. You can't see much of the detail on her right now, but I'm slowly colouring her in. And it's killing my wrist since I don't have a tablet and pen. Just my laptop mouse D: Her big hair is reminiscent of Julie Newmar's portrayal of Catwoman, but she isn't who I had in mind. It was still Anne. I came across an image of her while I was looking up Catwoman pics to have as reference, and found one of her in that pose and with the same big hair. Loved it. I don't know where the photo shoot was from. I don't think the site I got it from was the original one. 


I'll work on her some more tomorrow. I need to add in her belt and fix some other things before I continue colouring. 

Mandarin <3

 PS: Crayola Art Studio FTW! And click on pics to see them better :3

Thursday, August 9, 2012

DIY: Making a Men's tee Flattering and Cute


Today I was restless. My phone calls for work didn't go so well, so I decided to get out of the apartment and just run around. That took up most of the morning. I was looking around at clothes and not seeing anything I liked. So, while I walked, I remembered all of the clothes of mine that are way too big for me now, and decided to finally get around to taking them in and getting them to fit again. Today's project was a couple of men's tees that I wanted to actually look good on me. I don't find a box on legs to be particularly attractive. 

One of my shirts is a couple of years old. It's a Zelda shirt I got for Christmas, and it's an XL. In men's. I'm probably an XS in men's, so I drown in it. See how formless I look? I'd like to wear it outside the house, but I don't like looking like a bum. So I pulled out a shirt I like the shape of and traced it on to the inside out shirt. Then I cut and sewed the sides together. And because I like to have scoop necks on my tees, I cut off the ribbed collar and sewed it down. The sleeves still come to my elbows, but I like how it looks. 


I also have a Katy Perry shirt that was in a similar state as the Zelda Shirt. So I fixed her up all pretty, and now she's also presentable to wear outside the apartment. 

So, if you're ever bored and have a sewing machine and a couple of shirts that just need to be taken in, it's really quick and easy. 

I think tomorrow I'm going to work on pants. 

Happy Crafting :3

Mandarin <3


Monday, August 6, 2012

Sailor Moon


I'm in such a huge Sailor Moon kick right now! I have another doodle of Chibi Moon [Hannah thought I said Chubby Moon earlier -_______-"] I need to fix this one a bit. Her bangs are too high on her head. I did trace it the other day on to some bristol board, but I mucked up the line art. I haven't inked in ages, so I'm using that one as practice. And for coloured pencil practice. It's been even longer since I've done that. It's rather ironic, being in art college, and I hardly ever get to art the way I want too~ [sigh]

So maybe someday I'll get to finish my little fan arts... 

Mandarin Cupcakes <3

Saturday, August 4, 2012

Slender-Chan! A Super Cute, Chibi, Baby, Slender Man~


Isn't he cute? He looks so dapper ~ I've been wanting to make a chibi Slender Man for a while now. So this morning I whipped him up. He's a lot quicker then the first Slender Man amigurumi I made for Anthony for his birthday. That first Slender Man has been pretty popular on Etsy, too. Almost everyday for the past week or so I've gotten a fav on him, and because of him, I've gotten well over 100 hits to the store. It's pretty sweet! So I added Slender-chan to the store and he is available with or without legs. Because Anthony and I couldn't  decide which looked better. (And I'm fond of both~) Which do you like better? 
Well, I'm off~ Toodles!
Mandarin <3